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Monday, November 21, 2005 11:52 PM

It's been 10+++ days since my last update....

I've finally completed my T2A and my submission is tomorrow...Yeah!! the pathlight people got another day grace cos we wasted out time to attend the very "wonderful" exhibition by the design festival...shall not mention how "wonderful" is was...

So, today, i happily went to jurong point with suwei and yixian for lunch at siam kitchen, then nam ngee n chunmeng joined us for my favourite movie - Harry Potter and the goblet of fire...
spent 100 over bucks today...*shocked* hmm...watched the movie...had the set lunch and the $78.30 ink cartridge... Broke again....

Shall talk about my favourite movie...It Rawks!! cos my no.2 darling is there...IN THE SHOW! but i wan to protest! y my darling is dead!! i dun wan him to die..he's so cute...i wan to watch the show again...

Back to the story, hmm...about the wizards tournament...and of cos, Mr. Potter was in the tournament...first was the battle of the dragons, den saving of his peers in the water and the maze (and thats where my darling met voldemont and died, i simply hate the ending)...Back again... the climax was at the end of the show... and throughout the starting and middle of the show...i was laughing n laughing...funny of cos...I like the twins...they're cute!

The sorcerer's stone and the chamber of secrets were the best out of the 4 i've seen so far, prizoner of azkaban have more twist but the storyline was ok...cut many interesting parts from the book though...wat more can i expect..it's onli a 2 hr plus show...do i expect every single detail to be in??? Nah..of cos not..ill fall asleep...but the show i've watched today was a little disappointing though i like it so much...Contradicting ya?? haha...hmm...it was nice cos the guys n gals are cute...the effects were good...HOWEVER, the storyline was a bit worse than the 3rd... i think it was much of a comedy...not very much of the magical powers in the show...

BUT I STILL LIKE IT!!! I WANNA WATCH IT AGAIN!!! I LOVE IT!!!

Will be borrowing the book - Harry Potter and the Half blood prince - from nam ngee...i wanna read it..i'll try my best to finish the book... gonna find out who have the 5th book and beg him to lend it to me...

So i got home after the movie at 7.10p.m and i bathe and had my dinner...and then, i went on to do my cardboard model...was very horribly done cos i din realli come up with a concept...wat i came up with was "SENSES"...sounds chim i thought... dun realli have an idea how to design the space...materiality is more or less thought of already...

Ok...will stop here today and i am going to dream of my darling liao..i will change the ending in my dream...he shall not die!!!

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Saturday, November 05, 2005 10:02 PM

Have been sleeping alot lately, got home from school and sleep for hours...woke up and sleep a few hours later again...The whole week of school just seems wrong...something is missing and it is not right..

Not feeling very well...but i'm not sure if i'm sick either....

Like today, i woke up with gastric...it is not very painful, but i just dun feel well...

I'm bored>>i'm tired>>i'm sleepy>>i'm dead

empty empty empty empty empty

EMPTY empty empty empty empty
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empty empty empty EMPTY empty

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depress?? depress?? depress?? depress??

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depress?? DEPRESS?? depress?? depress??

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Friday, November 04, 2005 10:08 PM

When You Thought I Wasn't Looking
When you thought I wasn't looking,
I felt you kiss me good night,
And I felt loved.

When you thought I wasn't looking,
I saw tears come from your eyes,
And I learned that sometimes things hurt,
But it's all right to cry.

When you thought I wasn't looking,
I saw that you cared
And I wanted to be everything that I could be.

When you thought I wasn't looking,
I looked ...
And wanted to say thanks for all the things I saw
When you thought I wasn't looking.
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Since there's not help, come let us kiss and part;
Nay, I am done, you get no more of me;
And I am glad, yea, glad with all my heart,
That thus so cleanly I myself can free;
Shake hands for ever, cancel all our vows,
And when we meet at any time again,
Be it not seen in either of our brows
That we, one jot of former love retain.
Now, at the last gasp of love's latest breath,
When his pulse failing, passion speechless lies,
When faith is kneeling by his bed of death,
And innocence is closing up his eyes,
Now, if thou woulds't, when all have given him over,
From death to life Thou might'st him yet recover.
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When we two partedIn silence and tears,
Half broken-hearted
To sever for years,
Pale grew thy cheek and cold,
Colder thy kiss;
Truly that hour foretold
Sorrow to this.

The dew of the morning
Sunk chill on my brow
It felt like the warning
Of what I feel now.
Thy vows are all broken,
And light is thy fame;
I hear thy name spoken,
And share in its shame.

They name thee before me,
A knell to mine ear;
A shudder comes o'er me
Why wert thou so dear?
They know not I knew thee,
Who knew thee too well:
Long, long shall I rue thee,
Too deeply to tell.

In secret we met
In silence I grieve
That thy heart could forget,
Thy spirit deceive.
If I should meet thee
After long years,
How should I greet thee?
With silence and tears.

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8:10 PM

I'm extremely unhappy today...not unhappy...i'm sad...I just felt so sucky...after eating the brocolli cake, we went to holland village to sort of cele kelvin birthday..Din went to TCC with them cos i was realli tired..My eyes are dry and it's painful...I'm tired!

I've got nothing much to talk about..i dun wanna complain..but i'm realli sick and tired...U can just leave me alone after reading this...Dun mind me...

Get on with your wonderful life and dun bother me...dun interfere in my life...i dun want to remember u...i dun wanna have anything that has gotta do with u...It's utter disappointment and i'm realli sick....i might sound harsh..but it is the truth...U're the reason for making me feeling so sick....It's not that i wanna end this way, i wanna be friends...but i know i can't...i'm petty....

You know i dun wanna let go, i dun wanna hurt anyone, but i'm hurting myself...but it seems it's the only way out..cos u are simply indecisive...I'm realised i'm just a toy..being toyed around...

I dun wanna mention the word "hate"...cos i dun hate u...but to me..u're such a promise-breaker(wat a word)...i used to said that promise are meant to be broken...But it seems that people break their promises made to me...Is it because i'm too sui2 bian4..if that's the case, i'll change...

I think i'm really harsh...i apologise..accept it or not... U may find that i'm being unreasonable, but i'm always like that...isn't that the case? I once said i'm a irritating person....i admit it..i'm worse that that...

I'm not in a mood to start anything...Guess i wun do well for this semester project...

I HATE MYSELF!!

I'M NOT A TOY! I DUN LOOK LIKE ONE! STOP PLAYING WITH ME! I'M NOT BORN TO ENTERTAIN ANYONE AFTERALL! I MIGHT APPEAR AS IF I DUN MIND OR GIVE A DAMN..BUT I DO HAVE FEELINGS...

Shucks! i'm dead..

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Thursday, November 03, 2005 10:11 PM

Met Suwei at 11.15 today at cityhall to do some research...or i shd say that we were finding retail shops related on our current projects... Din manage to find much..n we din draw anything...

Went to nam ngee's house at 3p.m den bake a cake for kelvin...nice cake..more successful than lijin's one cos it rises...Den left his house at 8p.m....

Wanna share something that is...guys think of sex every 8 minutes...wow..that's what i read from magazines...i guess so too..cos guys are simply perverts...how frequent they think of it...lol...

Today is a fun day..and yet it is nt so fun afterall...what am i toking about....Shucks

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Wednesday, November 02, 2005 7:45 PM

The first lesson of my gems - Know Your Rights - starts this afternoon...The lesson is quite ok...the lecturer was a bit fun..but i dun really seem to understand what he's toking abt cos he's mumbling...Today's lesson was about introducing Law in cases...Some of the articles were on Oral Sex...erm...then.. suwei and i tot that maybe the course was more suitable for our class guys...esp lijin...cos he'll surely get involve with the topics....Aniway, what's impt is that this gems does not have any exams and there's onli 2 assessment...But we have to go all the way to T21 for our gems...Haix...Troublesome...

Read through lijin's blog just now...it was about his ex...Kinda understand what he's trying to say...After reading, i felt something strange again...it somehow left a impact on me...haha...i dunno how to describe it...ANYWAY, IT'S NOT SOMETHING THAT IMPORTANT WORTH TALKING ABOUT...

There's a 1 to 1 session during class today...Faris and Jonathan was talking to us regarding our results and some other issues based on the past semester...Was not very satisfacted with my results actually...

Gonna go to suntec tomorrow for some research finding based on the retail shop project this semester...still got no idea on what to design for the interior...but i tot of the lighting and the materials..not getting into the details of course...

Well, i think i'm going to start my 3d model now...i'm bored...

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