Yr 2 has ended....Not a bad year...i guess it was not too good either...
Many things happened...i sense what happens around me...both good and bad....
Doesn't realli bother me much...things just come and go as they please
Itp is around the corner...mixed feeling...
Watched The Fog..an 1hr 4omin movie...the rating wasn't bad..
Went shopping...the urge of spending $$ could not be resist...
It is 1.27p.m......i'm gone
I'm sooooooooooooooooooooo tired...
I haven started tod..haven read the articles...argh...i'm so lazy...haiz...
Just finished my gems report...it was badly done..nvm...
Went to nam's place after seeing some of my mate's crit..i guess today's crit was not too bad..perhaps for a few person's crit ba...had lotsa jokes today...many sounds wrong la...well..seems that everything we said sounds wrong...cos we're simply too wrong...what's dis suppose to mean? haha...
Reached his place at about 5.20p.m i think..first thing we did when we settle down at his place is to started gambling...Haiz...haha...Won some $$...not alot.. Wee soon lost a lot..Then nam ngee's fren reached at abt 8p.m and perhaps we dun noe them well..there were some unhappiness among us...and Wee soon was quite fed up...it's all written in his face ya...
Got home at 9p.m....had dinner again...argh..i realli cannot finish up the food...so i spent one whole hour trying to finish the food but i failed...Already had a sumptous dinner at Nam's place since she prepared our food...Heh Heh...She's a great cook! omelette was so nice..my favourite..the veggies, soup and a lot more...Had quite alot cos i think it ain't too nice if we dun cos she has been very kind to prepare our share of food....seems quite rude if we dun eat ya?
Thanks Nam! n ur mummy!
Crit is over!!!! Yeah!!
had the final crit today...erm..it was ok..gotta do some refinements..finish up model and do a walk-thru? we'll c how things goes..perhaps no time for walk thru...will finish the model for sure...Comments were given...Layout of the panels have improved but aint realli good...erm..got an excuse la..photoshop crashed...but think that is nt realli a good one...was partly my fault..should have started earlier....Crit panels said sometimes i should see the space as a third-party so i can understand the project betta...too focus in the designed process...gotta think of the experience of walking in the space....Hmm...all these comments are great..just that i cant realli stand jonathan cos he constantly ask me to do more!!! I've got no time la...aniway, it's over..just hope to do well for tod...
Tried gaving yanhan morning calls but i guess it did not help much..he could not hear his phone...Haiz..so he was late for the roll call...Den it was 8.10 am and suwei is still not in class, kamini and i are very worried so we called her again but to no avail...no one answered the phone and it reached voice mail...we tot that she was still sleeping la...Haiz...But she reached at abou 8.15a.m, just in time for the roll call...Phiew...
Edmund was present for my crit..but he din participated in the critique session, he was just sitting quietly at a corner...Thanks edmund! U've always been a great lecturer since year 1, always there to give the full support and often provide with interesting and wonderful ideas...
Went to the year 1 studio to c their crit...erm...i dun think their work is realli up to the standard la...except for some...For goodness sake, i'm realli not trying to say i'm good or watever..i noe i dun qualify la...I'm just quite unhappi because the year 1 is realli too arrogant...they claim that our work is not up to the standard and they will do betta den us...hahahahahah...we'll just wait and c....
Then after the crit, we went to sherrie's house since the student meal at siam kitchen starts at 3...so we gambled of cos..and i lost...haiz...haha...Planning to go to nam's place to gamble too...haha...we just need to relieve stress la...
I am sick again...just recovered a few days ago la...haiz
Aniway, erm..wat was i going to say....erm...argh..can't remember...brain still cant function....
Hmm....nt sure if i wld have plans for valentine... having 2nd tot abt going out..just dun feel like going out...Dan.ny as me out..together with gavin and some ppl whom i dun realli noe nor remember their names...the thought of this outing seems odd and i dun think i'll enjoy myself very much..Sorry Dan...I'd prefer staying home..haha..or hang out with my mates??? Home is still the best choice i tot...haha...I have to admit that i lead a sad life...it is either eat, sleep, work or do more work...
Then i shall tok about ITP....asked my aunt for ani vacancies in her firm...guess it shd nt be a prob there..but...i guess sab has already got plans on which firm i shd work...then edmund is asking if i wanna work in his firm..but i'm nt sure if he is jokin...My secondary school senior just asked if the ITP list was out...he's cousin who has graduated from DARCH in SP opened a Interior Design Firm..so he is askin if i had plans...Seriousli, i'm not sure about this ITP thingy..cos I'm afraid of this and that..most importantly, i dun think i'll be able to locate the company la...i'm just so bad at finding places...
Having dinner with my family on saturday and then staying over till sunday...Haven seen the interior of the new apartment...wish to take a look....Oh ya...talking about interiors...my mum and sis are talking about renovating..cos my house is like erm..haha..no comments...den i volunteered to construct a 3d model of the house...so my mummy and myself is the client...haha...sounds quite fun..but everything haf to wait till i'm quite free cos i have not started on my tod and intech test is coming up...
Guess i've written enuff for today....C ya guys!
Finally!!!! I've finally managed to find time to update my blog....The final project is about to end...I've submitted my panels and models etc...I must say that i dun realli like my work....
I hate my panels cos they layout sux...the new psd file i did just can't save and it keep crashes and i have no choice but to print this sucky old panel...All human fiqures and mannequins seriousli can't make it...
Den my model, have to admit that it was my fault cos i din measure accurately and now the dimensions messed up...I could not cover my model with the outer layer...so i have Part 1 and 2 for model...plan and reflected ceiling plan..what is dis??? argh..i can't be bothered.. the model are just not nicely done la..staircase collapse and there isn't any floor finish...everything is just so not accurate...
I suddenly seem to dislike my work...the renders, models and everything...
The person whom i think the work is up to standard is probably lijin...all-rounder...construction set and everything else is realli pro. and not to mention his renders....Haiz...Look at mine...perhaps i just dun qualify to be a design student...
Some said i did too much...i was too "hardworking"....doing too many unneccesary stuff...
I cant be bothered by these comments...not because i'm "cocky" or wat-so-ever.... I just dun think i did enuff...at least at my personal point of view...and my stuff ain't good...do u guys think i can do all these without the help of the lecturers and researches from books??? i'm not up to these...trust me..
I am a pessimist....
My brains cant function properly due to the serious lack of sleep lately...sleeping for less than 10 hrs in a week...This is crazy! This is simply insane! Yeah...insane stuff to suit a insane like me....I am crazy!
Anyway, gotta thank my ah gors for encouraging me all these while when i really wanted to give up...and to my dear friends from DID o2, sorry if i flare up for nothing..i am just too stress...n the comments some gave aint pleasing to the ear....But, that isn't impt...u guys dun noe me well and i noe u are just joking...I'm just sensitive...
So i was toking to my bunch of ah gors lately and i dun understand what they are toking abt..my mind cant process...even to my classmates, i dun understand what exactly are they toking abt...I got a reply from them like dis.."u Need SLEEP"
I just woke up as i was having terrible headache since school this late noon, probably cos i did not have enuff sleep...Well, i happens quite often..i'm kinda use to it...
The class ain't what it used to be...friends aren't ike friends...i dun c real or true friends...seems like everyone is masking themselves up...careful not to reveal the true side of them...Of cos, i dun mean all...Please dun misunderstand...I dun wan to mention names..Perhaps i'm just one of them, toking abt how hypocritical i am here....Cases like i dun like u n u dun like me happens real often, causes some unhappiness...but resolve in no time... but do friends do this? Just tired about all these issues...
I shall stop writing for today and continue some other time....
Seeing stars....
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