Friday, November 04, 2005
8:10 PM
I'm extremely unhappy today...not unhappy...i'm sad...I just felt so sucky...after eating the brocolli cake, we went to holland village to sort of cele kelvin birthday..Din went to TCC with them cos i was realli tired..My eyes are dry and it's painful...I'm tired!
I've got nothing much to talk about..i dun wanna complain..but i'm realli sick and tired...U can just leave me alone after reading this...Dun mind me...
Get on with your wonderful life and dun bother me...dun interfere in my life...i dun want to remember u...i dun wanna have anything that has gotta do with u...It's utter disappointment and i'm realli sick....i might sound harsh..but it is the truth...U're the reason for making me feeling so sick....It's not that i wanna end this way, i wanna be friends...but i know i can't...i'm petty....
You know i dun wanna let go, i dun wanna hurt anyone, but i'm hurting myself...but it seems it's the only way out..cos u are simply indecisive...I'm realised i'm just a toy..being toyed around...
I dun wanna mention the word "hate"...cos i dun hate u...but to me..u're such a promise-breaker(wat a word)...i used to said that promise are meant to be broken...But it seems that people break their promises made to me...Is it because i'm too sui2 bian4..if that's the case, i'll change...
I think i'm really harsh...i apologise..accept it or not... U may find that i'm being unreasonable, but i'm always like that...isn't that the case? I once said i'm a irritating person....i admit it..i'm worse that that...
I'm not in a mood to start anything...Guess i wun do well for this semester project...
I HATE MYSELF!!
I'M NOT A TOY! I DUN LOOK LIKE ONE! STOP PLAYING WITH ME! I'M NOT BORN TO ENTERTAIN ANYONE AFTERALL! I MIGHT APPEAR AS IF I DUN MIND OR GIVE A DAMN..BUT I DO HAVE FEELINGS...
Shucks! i'm dead..
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