Monday, December 26, 2005
10:29 PM
I am so pissed off with DID and myself....
I tot i'd be able to finish up my plans and sections today...but it seems that i've overestimated myself...I'm still doing it now...Been working on it since last week...I'm such a slow worker and i'm starting to lose motivation in working this damn project...I really have no idea how to design my furniture and display systems and this problem has be existing 2 weeks ago....
My measuring tape is with Wee Soon and i can't measure the sizes of the furniture....so i'm very stuck with the ergonomics.... Gems not done and suwei is not free tomorrow cos her design is still not up yet...so she intend to do it last minute..which will be next week? Tuesday? i realli dun have any idea when will all these shit carry on....
I'm realli pissed off with every single thing happening around me....
I'm just too stressed up with everything....
Lijin said that i've actualli done alot of things and i'm moving on the right track...But seriously, i think i'm not and ppl...saying all these seriousli make me feel more stressed up...
I've onli completed 4 Perspective drawings...and the rest are just pure shit....
What is a plan when the furnitures are not in??? The sections i've done up are even worse...I dun even noe what is it that i'm drawing....
3D model is onli halfway done since the design is not really finalise...And what is the point of working so fast with this stupid model when it is not even one of the submission criteria in T2B??
And stop asking me how to do this and that...I'm seriously not a pro and i dunnoe a single thing....I'm realli irritated with all these constant messages to ask me for this and that....When I've not even started and doesn't have any damn ideas on how am i going to start all these shit.....
I'm realli stressed up....Perhaps i realli cant handle this level of stress....
PS: please forgive me if i've said anything to offend any of u guys...i just need to vent my frustration....
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