Thursday, December 15, 2005
10:16 PM
I'm a slacker...and i hate it....
Been doing nothing since wednesday...I HATE IT! HATE IT! HATE IT!
I just can't start doing my CAD stuff without knowing how to use ADT....jonathan's not replying my message...weizhong who's got the "manual" din came to school...went to ask Shen, but it seems that he wasn't able to help....and i'm spending my day trying to figure out how to use the stupid architectural desktop...
SO 1 DAY WASTED...DOING NOTHING! HATE IT!
And yet tomorrow we're planning to go Sentosa while i still have many damn things not done...i simply lost my interest...it is a SUDDEN lost of interest in going there...Happily planning and not happily going...what the heck is this?? HATE IT!
Mood Board not done...not even a single idea on how to start...HATE IT!
T.O.D not done...HATE IT EVEN MORE!
Got back the intech results....satisfied and not quite...contradicting myself again....HATE IT!
Saw CCM results...A+ again...seems that i just cant get a grade like him... HATE IT!
T.O.D simply spoil the whole of my grades...and faris keep saying that they're trying to push my grades to an A...but i just can't do it....HATE IT!
I just can't set myself to do work at a corner quietly...always going to co-op of food courts so frequently...going out for movies and having fun like nobody's business...HATE IT!
I am trying very hard to be good and do my work quietly...BUT I JUST CAN'T! i'll get distracted and start going around...walking and talking...why am i like dis....HATE IT!
And my headache is killing me! HATE IT!
So here am i doing NOTHING again....
Jonathan replied me that he'll be in school at 9am on tuesday...so i'll onli be seeing him next week...i wanted to tell him that i wanna do it tomorrow so i can plot in next week...i wanted him to tell me the steps so i can write them down and follow it closely while doing it in school tomorrow...BUT I DIN...it seems that he's busy...and it is also quite difficult for him to type it in msn....
I shall set a target for myself to finish my perspective renderings and detailing this weekend...I'LL DO IT..so dun tempt me into going for outings...i just cant afford to hate myself anymore...i dun have the time to lose...i wanna do well...i wanna SCORE...
Next week is a lame week...but it also means that i have more time to do my work at home...rather than the christmas outings planned..i'll spent my time at home doing work....
I'm going to research on details for stairs...I'm gone...
THE STORY GOES ON
