Monday, February 06, 2006
8:29 PM
Finally!!!! I've finally managed to find time to update my blog....The final project is about to end...I've submitted my panels and models etc...I must say that i dun realli like my work....
I hate my panels cos they layout sux...the new psd file i did just can't save and it keep crashes and i have no choice but to print this sucky old panel...All human fiqures and mannequins seriousli can't make it...
Den my model, have to admit that it was my fault cos i din measure accurately and now the dimensions messed up...I could not cover my model with the outer layer...so i have Part 1 and 2 for model...plan and reflected ceiling plan..what is dis??? argh..i can't be bothered.. the model are just not nicely done la..staircase collapse and there isn't any floor finish...everything is just so not accurate...
I suddenly seem to dislike my work...the renders, models and everything...
The person whom i think the work is up to standard is probably lijin...all-rounder...construction set and everything else is realli pro. and not to mention his renders....Haiz...Look at mine...perhaps i just dun qualify to be a design student...
Some said i did too much...i was too "hardworking"....doing too many unneccesary stuff...
I cant be bothered by these comments...not because i'm "cocky" or wat-so-ever.... I just dun think i did enuff...at least at my personal point of view...and my stuff ain't good...do u guys think i can do all these without the help of the lecturers and researches from books??? i'm not up to these...trust me..
I am a pessimist....
My brains cant function properly due to the serious lack of sleep lately...sleeping for less than 10 hrs in a week...This is crazy! This is simply insane! Yeah...insane stuff to suit a insane like me....I am crazy!
Anyway, gotta thank my ah gors for encouraging me all these while when i really wanted to give up...and to my dear friends from DID o2, sorry if i flare up for nothing..i am just too stress...n the comments some gave aint pleasing to the ear....But, that isn't impt...u guys dun noe me well and i noe u are just joking...I'm just sensitive...
So i was toking to my bunch of ah gors lately and i dun understand what they are toking abt..my mind cant process...even to my classmates, i dun understand what exactly are they toking abt...I got a reply from them like dis.."u Need SLEEP"
I just woke up as i was having terrible headache since school this late noon, probably cos i did not have enuff sleep...Well, i happens quite often..i'm kinda use to it...
The class ain't what it used to be...friends aren't ike friends...i dun c real or true friends...seems like everyone is masking themselves up...careful not to reveal the true side of them...Of cos, i dun mean all...Please dun misunderstand...I dun wan to mention names..Perhaps i'm just one of them, toking abt how hypocritical i am here....Cases like i dun like u n u dun like me happens real often, causes some unhappiness...but resolve in no time... but do friends do this? Just tired about all these issues...
I shall stop writing for today and continue some other time....
Seeing stars....
THE STORY GOES ON
