a great day....thanks to yixian...chalet was too fun..though i slept alot...haha....i love u!! and once again...thanks ya....
cleared things up...so not gonna comment on anything *shut up* (i mean myself ya)
i think i am into drinking again...ben ben...dun make me drink more...
am i a happy soul??? it's all up to u to judge
was thinking over what edmund had said yesterday at work....
"...environment has never change..human has changed..."
in certain aspects..i do agree that human has changed...
i've changed over the years...
you've changed too...
It's daddy's birthday...no celebration today...something else was on...wednesday shall be the day...sorry to weesoon...dun think i'd be able to celebrate with u if the gang is planning something on de day...
Happy Birthday to Daddy!!!
i love daddy...
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visit my cousin today...she's in good condition...the baby is good too....
isn't she cute??
CONGRATULATIONS ON THEIR NEW BORN BABY GIRL!
I woke up at 8 today....i did work...but not schoolwork...was helping edmund to do something in the office...i cant believe tat i actually went to work today...counting down to 3 weeks and i am still working...well..i can't help it..i'm too broke..i cnt survive...
Went to bras basah to help my dad collect something from the NTUC building...hehe..i realise i can read maps...haha...perhaps not because i am smart...i guess it was rather easy to get there...pretty straightforward ya...nah...tts not the point...
well...then...i head for work...there was still some time before i start work so i decided to take the long way transport..which was to walk to bugis and took a train to city hall then dhoby ghaut and finally farrer park....reach office just in time 11a.m...but no one was there -_-"...so i called edmund, and he reached within 5 mins...alright...work started...it ain't a diff job..it was easy...but time consuming....hehe..nt going to tell u wat it is...but i guess u wun be interested aniway....
so chatting while working...what's new ya..like i always do...chatting about sch politics...people and stuff like dat...i just love to bitch about ppl..i guess i can never change that..then mr edmund ng is as "kind" as usual...he was trying to matchmake me with "dashu"...hmm...seems like he's enjoying that since yr one...always there to help me look out for guys around me...i was telling him that weijie is a nice person...too nice!!! haha....
so boss left office at about 1 plus for his camp thingy...leaving me all alone in the office till siti comes in..which is about 5 plus i think...loneli...loneli..loneli...but no worry..i got my darling with me...my laptop!!! Poh did not come in today...was so disappointed...i was just too bored..i need him to entertain me...Then...about 7 plus..joshua came and say hi to me...he kept calling me xiao mei mei...haha...ppl usualli call me auntie..
i left office at about 8.45....without completing my work...it was rather impossible to finish all the work by today la...i met deon on de way back...she's working today...i asked her how her work is coming along...she told me not to mention it...haha...i told her "see u next yr!" well..i got no other intention saying this...what i meant was most of us still hasn't done work...so i guess we will just get shoot down during crit....if anione is offended by this sentence of mine...then too bad...i wun explain..cos there is no point doing that...NO HARD FEELINGS YA!
oh ya!!! i forgot to mention about something that made me realli happi today....my cousin gave birth to a baby girl...well it doesn't seem to be realli concern me but i'm realli excited and i do feel happy for her...CONGRATS!..
all of a sudden...i felt that i still believe in love..after so many things happened...love means many things here ya...so think more than just in-terms of relationships...
love's beautiful...so beautiful...
Ben read my blog and he saw this countdown thingy and he called me up...asking me what do i want for my birthday..i told him i'm a greedy girl..i want lotsa things...eventually...we went into the discussion about wishes...i wanted a mp3 last yr for my bdae and it came true..my dad bought it for me...this yr..i wish for a adidas jacket...you know i simply love adidas...saving up for it..but too broke to think of it now...actually wat i wan is simple...i am not a materialistic woman...i wanna be happy and i want people who i care about to be happy too!!! Oh ya!!! i wan to have a 3kg cake i used to have and share it with my buddies!!! so Mr. Tan...if you are thinking of buying me prezzies... i'd rather u buy me cake...need not be 3kg la...tt can last for a few days..haha...i wanna share it with u and the bud.s......Love u all lots!
UNDERSTAND???
> u don't __________
>> u just won't __________
>>> u will never __________
>>>> cos you don't know what is meant by __________
> u don't __________
>> u just won't __________
>>> u will never __________
>>>> cos you don't know what is meant by __________
i shall try very hard to keep my mouth shut and cause anymore arguments...in school or at home....
NO MORE ARGUMENTS PLEASE! it onli make me feel more pissed...eventualli..no one will admit their mistakes...who will? i won't...but who suffer? you won't! it's none of your business...i just feel more pissed...and all these are the reasons that cause me to feel old every second...well well well...i shall promise myself not to scold vulgar languages...refrain from talking to people whom i think i will often argue of pick up a fight with....refrain from anything that will make myself agitated...
so u people who's reading my blog noe who you are yea...dun try to irritate me...i'm trying very hard not to get real pissed...friends who've known me better noe how i will react...i dun wanna do all those stuff i used to do...NO MORE YA!!! so please please please....i will refrain all these..so dun irritate me....
so this shall be my last post of complaining about friends and family...no more posts about my problems...no one will care aniway...
alright...seriousli...no more fighting...i will learn to control...
P~E~A~C~E
i guess i love being alone
a loner i may be
i need no distraction
went to the ndp rehearsal ytd with patsy and weesoon..thanks to eugene and patsy for the tickets....it was quite fun...and i got to see my favourite NS men!!! haha...patsy love the navy uniform guys while i like the commandos in red beret (well...i dunno the unit name)...they look so good in the uniform! patsy is going to blame eugene for not joining navy...haha...
there's so many people in the stadium larx...see a lot of uncles and auntie...it's nt something unusual since it's suppose to be a family day performance...the best performance that me and patsy like most is probably the marching part..cos we see so many guys in uniforms...other than that...i suppose it's the fireworks...
i tot that the parachute team did not do very well today partly because maybe it's due to the wind..or some other reasons...well i dunno about that...but they do look a bit messy today...as compared to the past previews i've watched during ndp...i know it ain't easy to do that and achieve what's perfect in everyone's viewpoint...but that's what i tot...from my point of view at least....
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we bought too many tidbits...so patsy gotta dabao some of them in the end...hehe...sorry weesoon for making u pay for them...patsy and i then head for suntec to haf our dinner as we felt very hungry...and we took bus 16...had macdonalds and chat a lil...chat about the past..about secondary school life and fashion sense during the time....it was so fun thinking about the past...life's in de past is realli fun...
SHOULD I...
dye my hair or keep it black?
straighten or curl my hair??
further my studies or work???
take up architecture or interior design???
go into rendering line or design????
argh...so many things to decide in life
all these might be small little things that occur in life...but trust me...they do trouble u